i'm down with flu again... thot it had recovered de other day but.. haiz.. y is my nose forever sensitive?!
dear is off 2day.. so came to pick me up at my area n headed down town for lunch n movie.. later i told him to send me to j8 instead of my home.. as i need to get somethings there.. n he headed to fetch his bro.. though short hours but is quality time dat we spent.. had quite alot of laughter 2day with all de lame stuffs.. [since i can't meet him tis wkend as i gotta work..]
at work.. things are running low and seems no1 responded to it.. R their minds with them when they work?? thank god i took notice of it.. and hope is enuff for tml session.. on shelf only left 1 pack.. and i packed the rest just now and i hid it.. but they are able 2 find it.. just placed it under 1 box.. [i noe i'm bad doing this but i got no choice.. just hated them for taking things for granted..] got a gd news 2day! i'm granted off tml night and the clinic will also be closed..
i can't wait for tml 2 come..
11:22 PM
where's my letters??? i'm waiting.. but till date only one from NP.. abt graduation day.. waiting for the day to come...
i'm feeling weak.. worried.. and scared.. fear of rejection? i don noe.. though i had plan for worst.. i need faith to pull me back to who i am.. [currently lacking of faith] what's happening to me??
i'm grateful to u.. u noe who u r.. thanks for the comfort, encouragement, verses n words.. i truly appreciate.. i'll continue to put my faith in HIM.. BELIEVE!
11:41 PM
a day at home..
busy tidying n clearing my stuffs.. wash my little bears.. big bears are in de queue of being wash too! need to do my ironing of clothing later..
did household chores and also cooked dinner for my family.. [quite a long time since i cook for them]
time flies.. april is coming to an end and may is approaching.. been thru some fun this month.. they will stay as memories in my heart..
11:33 PM
discover something on the msg i wrote 2day.. though no1 has yet to reply but some1 wrote something on it.. n only 2 words.. but no1 has yet 2 reply.. never mind.. it doesn't bother me much now.. tis 2 days de clinic has been busy.. feeling tired after that few hrs of work..
got not much mood to blog tis few days.. guess going to watch dvd later.. got not much nice shows on tv recently..
11:33 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
haiz.. got no mood 2 blog ystd.. pissed
ystd.. de doc told me another staff need to b off on sat nite.. den ask if i can help.. i just don feel like helping them to cover de shifts.. so i replied de doc.. "will check out 4 u n let u noe again" y shld i lent a helping hand to them when they don't even help me to cover when i needed those off days most?? IS NOT THE 1ST TIME ALREADY!!! argh!!! I just feel they are simply self-centred.. Just sms de doc n tell him they need to b covered n leave de mess for me 2 clean up?? What tis man!! Why shld i always b the 1 giving in?? The other day i even left a note to ask if any1 can cover de shift on labour day for me but till now no1 replied me.. Is okay if they say they can't at least i got some response from them but completely NO1 reply (msg has been placed there for 5days).. Are they blind??[Guess they need to sing the song 3 blind mice if they are Not blind!] Just hate it.. Luckily each session is working alone..
shall not tok abt them anymore.. make my temp. boil..
tis few days got some inspiration so hand made some stuffs.. it's been quite a long time since i hand made stuffs.. getting tired now.. as i'm down with flu.. =(
12:11 AM
Sat 21st apr
went to dear's place to have lunch 2gether.. den watch dvd and rested awhile b4 heading out to town.. i suggested for fish n co. since quite a long time since i had it with him.. tis time was at wheelock place.. i ordered seafood plater for 1 and his is salmon teriyaki if i didn't remember the name wrongly.. also order passionade (passion fruit with volka) 2 share.. after dinner we walk ard 2 look and search for d kind of key pouch he wants but to no avail..
a day to b remembered.. i'm missing you again.. love ya..
Sun 22nd apr
stayed at home de whole day.. packing and clearing my stuffs away.. is not easy to pack my stuffs.. coz sometimes i just couldn't bear to let it go but i have to.. to create space..
continue with the making of cards and gifts for special ppl tis year.. hope they will like it..
1:01 AM
another day of shopping..
went to meet my sister at marina square and also accompanied her to get the stuffs she wants.. i also shopped for a pair of jeans at series.. got it at a 15% off..
send my sister back home by cab n i headed my way to meet up with Sarah.. went to trim my eyebrows.. don quite like de skill.. though, it cost me $3.. still prefer de 1 Bifen brought me to at lucky plaza.. next station is de salon.. i got my new hair cut.. my fringe is super short.. hurry grow longer.. after headed down to AMK hub for shopping.. i live rather near n is my 1st time entering.. bought a bottom there.. got de same design but different colour as Sarah.. [mine's brown].. gonna wear it when both of us r out 2gether rite?
next on my shopping list is bodyshop stuffs.. total spending in there was $62 rounded up figure.. oh no.. i have been spending so much recently.. argh!! need to save more next month..
1:03 AM
Happy Birthday to my sister!
1st.. woke up early and headed down to NTU for the interview.. i saw one of my poly schmate there too! So coincidence.. chatted awhile and were brought to the room where de interview is held.. is a one to one interview.. (guess i did my best at answering those qns that the prof. ask)
after de interview, i went to IMM to shop ard and also meanwhile wait for Soon Poh's lunch time.. since he is working nearby so ask him 2 haf lunch together.. bought a few stuffs.. [2 tops -> 1 at $10 another at $16.10 coz i got 30% off from my friend at giordano, 2 cards and 1 earring..] wanted to get a pair of shoes but mind couldn't make up so.. didn't get any pair..
come home n rest b4 heading to work.. i'm so tired.. a little reluctant to go to work.. but i still haf to.. argh!! saw dat patient again that spoils my day de other time.. though i got no rights to comment on him.. as every1 has flaws.. but i just hated the way he is.. seems to be like peeping tom n in daze all the time.. eeerk.. just dislike it..
11:24 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
went to sch in d afternoon to get my last sem results certified.. just for the interview tml.. hurry get my stuffs done and come back home to prepare some other stuffs and chatted for quite awhile online.. getting to feel tired.. how i wish.. don need to go work 2day.. day at de clinic is average.. better den ystd.. left a note for my fellow colleagues.. to see if any1 could cover 1st may (Labour Day) night for me.. hope some1 will b able too.. i really need dat day 2 b off..
PRAY PRAY PRAY.. that there will be kind souls to cover my shift..
11:40 PM
browsing thru my fren website and decided to purchase a message bear from there.. chatted awhile and collected my item ystd.. i also got no idea why i juz wan2 get that.. perhaps is for that special someone..
got a call tis afternoon from ntu.. they ask if i'm free for an interview with the head of division this thursday morning.. i'm shocked to hear tis news but am neither excited nor worried.. i got no idea how/what interview will it be like.. clueless.. just hope that it will go smoothly when de day comes..
11:23 PM
can't recall de past few days.. shall juz update with ystd (13June).. despite dear's busy schedule he still took some time n came over to look for me.. *i'm touched!* felt sweet.. went for supper n also to pay his bills.. though is juz dat short hrs but i'm happy n contented to haf him by my side.. ~hugs & muackz~
2day (14June)..
went to Xeh Bao's 21st bdae celebration with a few friends [elizabeth, li hong, andy, ming wei & soon poh].. it was held at a club hse.. a nice place to be with a group of close friends.. stayed till ard 1plus.. and split our way back.. thanks bdae boy 4 the ride home.. hope u enjoy ur special day.. n de gifts...
tis mth seems to packed with lots of frenz's bdae..
juz pondering.. whenever a staff need to be cover for duty i'm always there to help them cover their shifts whenever i can.. but when i need my days to be covered it seems so hard.. WHY? WHY? WHY?
getting a little tired.. need to catch some slp.. nitez every1.. swt dreams..
2:02 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
where shld i start updating..
ok.. shall start on sat 7apr.. went town with dear in the afternoon.. got a pair of movie tickets (the reaping) at cini and later walk ard and had early dinner b4 our show.. had sakae sushi.. simple day..
sun 8apr.. went to attend one of my secondary sch mate [saravanan] 21st bdae celebration with another 4 frenz [su mei, yi jun, elizabeth n siew cheng].. wow... it's a grand celebration (all agree..) looks like mini wedding ceremony when you first step in.. feeling a little awkward coz is just d few of us.. den chatted with 2 other sec sch mates [vishal and rajeev].. awaiting for more guest to arrive.. n guess wad.. he invited mr rahmat ali.. we only get to see the bdae boy at ard 8pm.. --> an eye open to me..
it's another week.. tis wkend i got another bdae celebration to attend.. mmm.. still cracking my head to see wad can b added in to the gifts that we share.. it's de thot that count isn't it?? haiz.. *shaking head*
2day went to de library with my sister.. den after to haf lunch at ajisen.. a belated treat for her bdae.. after shop ard.. purchase some stuffs and headed back home.. rested for awhile n head to work.. was rather quiet when we just open but later patients start to flow in.. abt closing time and stock up some medicines.. found that some new bottles of medicine were missing.. they got legs to walk?? missing in action giving up searching after checking possible places.. medicine where r u.. don run away.. we haven't open you..
12:34 AM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
woke up early in de morning and came online to help my sister with her registration... (she is in camp..) that's de most important thing i have to do today..
got nothing much to update.. juz that the later part of my day was... spoilt by some1... argh!! hate it!!
11:59 PM
wow.. week after week past.. month of april is here! there are quite a few events lined up for tis month.. guess is going to be a very busy month...
on sat met up with 3 frenz n headed down to our fren's bdae celebration... throughout de bus journey, we were chatting.. updating ourselves.. heez.. thks gers! it was really a surprise for me dat day too! though, my bdae is over but den they sang me birthday song in both eng n chinese.. *i'm touched!* thks alot! i appreciate wad ur had done. thks 4 de gift too..
Qing Ming is here.. n my area is so crowded esp. 2day (1apr).. U can see so many cars parking along de side of the road and also carpark at bishan park is full.. Even when u board the bus is also so packed... traffic jam... Guess if i have to go out during tis days i need to leave my hse earlier than de time i plan to leave..
PUT THE GLASS DOWN
A professor entered the class and held up a glass of water. He asked his students, "How much does this glass weigh?"
"100 grams? 125 grams?" ventured his students.
"Maybe," replied the professor. "Now, if I were to hold it at arms' length for a while, what would happen to my arm?"
"Nothing," replied his students.
"Good. What about if I held it for an hour?"
"Your arm would start to ache, sir!" chorused his students.
"What if I held it for a day?"
"Then your arm would start to feel numb, it may even get paralysed and you may have to amputate it!" teased one student.
The class and the professor laughed."True," answered the professor. "And in all this while, did the weight of the glass change?"
"No," answered his students.
"Now, imagine this glass was full of your problems of the day. If you hold it for a while in your head, it will be OK. If you start to hold it inside you for an hour, you will start to have a headache and if you hold it for a day, it will paralyse you. Life's problems are as such. It is important to think about them, but it is equally important to put them down at the end of the day, or they will paralyse you and you won't be able to do anything."So remember to put the glass down!
12:33 AM
