working life has changed so much... use to being happy getting up and preparing to work but now it seems so hard to even pull myself out of the bed just to come to work.. it just seems to be like a chore now.. everythings seems to be so beautiful from the start has change to so dull.. No more motivation. I just hate it! Need to vent it out... I can't swallow it like nothing has happen anymore. There's a limit to everything!
thou i noe such obstacles are part and parcel of life, for one to learn and grow.. but why should 1 be suffering so much? How long will i be able to stand all this??
忍一时风平浪静，退一步海过天空? i don noe how long is this phrase going to guide me through my journey now.. guess all i need is to stay strong 4 now... letting nature take its stride? when is time to leave i'll!
sorry for the emo post..
12:44 PM
8 May
lunch out at a Japanese restaurant "Honjin" with my colleagues..
after work met up with Elizabeth.. simple few hrs of catching up =)
4 May
it has been a super duper long time since i meet dear on sunday.. went to town for some shopping plus spending time together...
almost dinner time so we went to central to walk ard and think of wad to have.. ended up we decided to settle at Waraku.. nice dinner..
a simple day worth remembering ^^
3 May
Gathering with sec sch friends... Meeting Place at Plaza Singapura.. Was late but not the latest.. heehee..
Headed over to the Glass House for dinner.. and later was to Kbox at Hougang.. We had fun till 3am and went our way back home..
A day of fun and laughter plus updates.. Looking forward to the next outing..
2 May
Met up with Sarah after work for some shopping... Finally, we step foot to the central. Hahaha.. [There seems quite alot more that are on our list..]
Manage to get last minute gifts.. n bought something for myself..
We went a big big round till we reach zouk.. [it seems so close yet so far that day..] Reach the door step of zouk but didn't go in.. Ended went looking for 24hrs coffee house but to no avail. So last choice is to go home.. had a nice day out =)
11:28 PM
some updates...
took leave last thurs (24/4) for a short trip to Malaysia.. did medicure n pedicure.. n of course some shopping.. oh ya! had stonegrill at city square.. a nice n filling dinner.
met up with sarah on fri (25/4) for some catch up plus dinner and shopping.. manage to get somethings before the shops closes..
had been a busy wk so far.. with loads n loads of things to do..
looking forward to wed (30/4)... coz it gonna be a PH on thurs..
work today was argh!! going mad.. just don wish to blog here to spoil the beauty of the day.. met up with my pri sch fren to get my policy from her.. nice meal together 2 drift away my angry thots.. but the pressure came back after settling down getting some work done.. argh!!!
met up with dear for dinner and movie [Iron Man]..
Am i demanding? Am i asking for too much? Am i too sensitive?
What got into me?? What's the prob??
I'm hurt.. but just chose to hide myself.. bury it deep down..
12:06 AM
