i just need to blog out my feelings today.
dragging myself to work today thou it is a Friday. it really seems like a prisoner serving jail terms entering the office, but still must endure for another 2 mths or so. some times just feel like tendering my resignation now, but it is not worth at this moment. MUST "REN"!
had enough of all the nonsense and shit in this office. everyday u hear is remember ur chargibility (charge out rate), be more efficient, work faster, etc. tension start when u hear this. it feels so stress, like another pair of eyes monitoring each and every of your moves. this feeling sucks. it just seems the two assistants are feeling so stress on this, however, u can't feel this stress in other departments. other departments seems able to have time for some chit chats and laughter, but over at our end, we can't. if we were to chit chat, etc, where can our time cost be charge to? later charge too much to general admin or to client work, also can't. what is all this?? Haiz.
We are not ur punching bag just becoz u didn't sleep well the night before or u are having monday blues or in a bad mood.
8:50 PM
