Wow!! Years have past and there's so much things that has happened. Also a very long time since i post on this blog.
The things that i have been thru are perhaps obstacles and training for me to be a much better person. Endurance, perservance are what it takes to take me there. Favour and wisdom is what i need right now at this very stage of my life. To believe and trust that am the BELOVED child of God at all times.
Am thankful to all my friends who have been with me at my lowest point and had been there encouraging me. Appreciate all comforts and words from all. :)
12:29 AM
i just need to blog out my feelings today.
dragging myself to work today thou it is a Friday. it really seems like a prisoner serving jail terms entering the office, but still must endure for another 2 mths or so. some times just feel like tendering my resignation now, but it is not worth at this moment. MUST "REN"!
had enough of all the nonsense and shit in this office. everyday u hear is remember ur chargibility (charge out rate), be more efficient, work faster, etc. tension start when u hear this. it feels so stress, like another pair of eyes monitoring each and every of your moves. this feeling sucks. it just seems the two assistants are feeling so stress on this, however, u can't feel this stress in other departments. other departments seems able to have time for some chit chats and laughter, but over at our end, we can't. if we were to chit chat, etc, where can our time cost be charge to? later charge too much to general admin or to client work, also can't. what is all this?? Haiz.
We are not ur punching bag just becoz u didn't sleep well the night before or u are having monday blues or in a bad mood.
8:50 PM
Monday, December 21, 2009
i'm not in a gd mood today..
tears are dropping..
perhaps that will help to make me feel better..
y is it always me who needs to sacrifice??
just hate it..
spoil my plans..
no more long holidays.. =(
9:46 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
it feels so good to meet up with an old friend.
it's been so many years since we last met.
had dinner together and chatted quite abit.
i thank god for this special day, that despite so many smses sent with no response till i got some replies and for the meet up. i'm thankful. ^-^
*my prayers have been answered*
11:20 PM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
it's seems to be in a battle field from 17-21 Aug.
brain registering all information for the 4 days face-to-face course.
finally, it's over! no more exams for now.
12:35 PM
Friday, 22 May 2009
met up with Bifen, Serena & Suo Wei after work to chill out at timbre. it's been a long time since we last saw each other.. it was a great to be able to meet up with them.. =)
a time to catch up with each other.
Friday, 29 May 2009
met up with Sarah and some others for dinner and movie sessions at iluma. watched night at the museum 2 and monsters vs aliens. a simple night out.
9:21 PM
i'm feeling happy today! just very happy =)
8:59 PM
